Current mood:	nervous
Current music:	People are Strange by the doors

Am I Insane? Survey says yes.
Oh dear lord, what have I done???

I was feeling under-appreciated and, in general, discontent at my job, so I applied for another one. It pays more. It's got health bennefits. It's working for sony. ...and...it's only part time.

Now, my managers at my current job have been good to me. I don't want to hurt them by my leaving or severly reducing my hours. But Sony wants 25 hours a week. I currntly work 40 a week at Office Depot.

I couldn't stand the lost/kicked puppy dog look in my manager's face when I told him I nay need to go down to part time, just in time for one of the busy seasons. So, I devised a plan. A mad mad plan.

I am still going to work 35-38.5 hours at office depot. Yes. And I am going to work 25-28 hours at Sony. All at the same time. No day off.

At least until January.

What have I gotten myself into?

I've got bills to pay. And I don't want to dissapoint anyone...
Darn my submissive, always needing to please attitude towards people. No matter how much I rant and rave over how I want things to be, if someone tells me it hurts them if I do it my way, I will stop in my tracks and rearrange my life based on that person's comment.


I am crazy. And I will very soon have a monsterous (moreso than usual) caffeine addiction. And, most likely, I will be very bitchy for the rest of 2006. Sleep? Who needs it.



Stupid wireless keyboard skipping letters I've typed. If there are any weird dropped letters, blame it on my keyboard and my laziness.